D'aww, this is so beautiful, honestly.
And sad at the same time... I really hope you get to know that special someone, you deserve it. And whoever it is, I'm sure they'd be lucky to meet you too.
Oh? That's nice! xD
Hmm? What issues? Is everything okay?
[Yea, I know this is like... a lifetime late reply, sorry... ]
I understand how that makes it hard. Not sayin' I know the exact feelin', but I do understand. And all I can say is, that it's up to you whether you accept the difficulties as a part of it all, or not. I guess it's worth it, but I'm not the one who matters here. Simply, good luck!