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I am Man, I am HellI am Man
I’m familiar with the
Hell of my creation
Those broken pieces that
Fall

The shattering words
That stab
The broken bones
That tear
The flesh that clings
desperately to my skin!

I will lead to my own
Destruction
With the death of my silence
The broken pieces inside
How dare they surface!

My insanity
That tear the skin
That holds you together
I am the cause
Of your destruction!

My words…
Slap!
My actions…
Stab!
My life…
Destruction!
My end…
Chaos!

Why do they stand
So close beside me?
When I’ll only
End up becoming the
End of their lives…

When I have
Become the monster!
With my cont

I feel nothing.The numbness is almost comforting
The feeling of absolutely nothing
No sadness, no anger
Just dead silence
I couldn't care less for his reply
I couldn't care less if he's gone for good
No nervousness, no fear
Just emptiness
My life just goes on, the days drag by
My cuts don't get worse, nor do they improve
No worries, not anxious
I feel nothing.

CharcoalI light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

The silence is now louder,
And we are samer than the others.
Though the fire now burns quieter,
We're nothing but fighting brothers.

So I light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

Aren't we lovers? Aren't we a fact?
Let's find a new fate.

Somewhere

people

don't

know

our

ComplicationsI am a constand disappointment

In the life of those I care about

And no matter how much I try

To pull away and shout I wanna break out

I wanna break the silence of my mind

Throw hate at you like acid

Make you believe I’m one of their kind

I want to burn your skin and make you suffer

Just so my words can’t reach you anymore

It’s my final wish, my last deadly offer

Let me go before I break you, dear

You’re too close, you came too near

I don’t know how to handle life

I don’t how to deal with my fear

My nervous complications

Follow no rule and no logic system

I am caught in lunacy and not in con

Don't.Put down the meds,
Pick up a book.
Stop cutting the wrist,
and take a second look.
The world may seem dark,
but it's so full of life!
So don't quit now,
the time isn't right.
Don't tie the noose.
Put the knife away.
It's not the time.
It's not the right day.
There's many things in this world,
both wrong and right.
But don't let the pain
blind your sight.
Many people love you
and can't wait for your smile.
So don't go, don't leave.
Please, stay a while.
Don't let the world try to hurt you.
Many people want to help
and help you get will soon.
Because if you go,
life wouldn't be the same.
So don't pick up the gun.
Live to see another day.

wading in deeperI've never told you
about this fear
and it is proof of cowardice
how I dare speak of it
when you're not here
I've never put it into words
before, but maybe you've seen it
in the way I look at you
or silently plead for your hand
to hold
it says
please
don't leave me
alone
because you are
the most precious soul
and without you here
I forget how to breathe
and drown

Dear momThirteen years are far too long.
I think of your favorite song
and I sit here this day,
thinking what would be the best to say.

I miss you, more then most know.
I remember the way your eyes used to glow.
Waking up each morning, to the smell of coffee and smoke,
there you sat, in your morning cloak.

One day I will paint, I'll paint you in blue.
For you are my sky, that will always be true.
I think of the days filled with happiness and smiles,
the way you made us feel, could be seen for miles.

The little things I wish I remembered,
the way you laughed, what you would have worn in December.
How it felt to fall a sleep next to you,
but one day

Consider It a DiseaseIs like a bomb that's about to hit
A errie thought that takes over
When life get hard
We give up
Therefore it seems like death is the only answer
You wish your friends and family can stop you
But only you can stop yourself
Don't let negatively become a disease
You're stronger then that
Life will get better down the road
Is the truth but only so few can believe in so

The Battle for SanityI’m struggling to keep sanity

Thanks to humanity

Every day is a battle

My head shakes like a rattle

Broken from the scars of this war that I see

I can barely make out who I used to be

As the days grow hotter

I melt to water
<

Their Guardian Angel

You think this over.

It's not like you're dead.
They're just humans,
And you're just an angel.
What was it you did?
What was it you said?

One day you're okay.
Then next it's all wrong.
Suddenly you're fighting.
On opposite sides.
All the stuff you hid from them,

You fell so hard,
It hurt you all so.
You were everything to them.
Meant to be and supposed to be,
Protecting them.

You were everything,
A friend a guide,
A hunter with wings.
But when you turned,
You saw Dean fall.

You lost him.
You lost them all.
Castiel what did you do?
Call yourself their guardian angel,
So much for a divine intervention.

Be happy, my baby girl.I don’t know when you’ll be reading this, my sweetheart
But what daddy is about to tell you will help you understand him a little

Your father is a complex, but loving and caring man
He always tried to help his friends and loved ones whenever he could, even if it was at the cost of himself
But that isn’t the best thing one can do
It got him hurt a lot by people he would have never thought to be hurt by
Luckily daddy has gone through it all, just so he could teach you to be different
Listen to me baby girl, it took daddy not long to figure out what life is
What life is ment to be, and what its true purpose is

He was depresse

LiveI'm Rio that needs a hero.

Take this knife out of my chest or leave me bleeding with out a bulletproof vest.

Am I a angel or a demon? something in me is emotional and hidden.

Somethings are unwritten and out spoken. A fire is in me.

Water calms the flames of rage. To much water kills the flame that is in a cage.

The bird still sings in it's tortured state of mind. Trying to find peace inside.

Peace is is wish for being so blind. Because peace is at his bedside.

Between the darkened heart and pent up rage. The sun is rising off the waves.

A new day rises another one sets. I'm letting go of this soulless regret.

This is for my own good

Love and trust are brokenLove and trust are broken
More times than restored
And leaves a person dead
But not blind
When you still fall in love and trust
Even though you’re broken
It’s probably just desperation
To keep away the bitter truth
The truth that says
Mutual love rarely does exist
When they do, it needs to come with trust
And the truth with trust is that
You can’t trust anybody
Without getting broken
Not even yourself

Disposablei am a piece of paper,
scribbled and full of holes,
crumpled and torn,
i have been used and tossed aside,
now i am little more then garbage,
an error and a mistake,
why am i so disposable?

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by ~TheWithness, Nov 27, 2010, 5:21:27 AM
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Once
I wanted to live
Cause I knew I could
Cause the joys where to great

Once
I did enjoy it
So much to do
So much to learn

Now
I hate it
Cause there is no reason
Cause there is to much negative

I can't keep my head high
I can't keep going
I can't stay here
I don't want it anymore

Let me go
I'll crawl away
Into some dark and dusty corner
I'll won't be of hinder

Cause that is all I cause
Trouble, no joy
I want to leave
And start over

But not that it is possible
I just sit here, and watch what happens
Cause that is all I can do
And still I'm not good at it

I'm nothing but a piece of trash
That should have been given up on

I long for her
Yet I can't reach

What good am I?
Let me go

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Seeing my current situation I am quite surprised how I managed this...

!UreiSora Nov 28, 2010

_...

~TheWithness Nov 28, 2010

Aye...
Thanks...

!mahamstar Nov 27, 2010

Hey, ok I know I won't be able to help you. What ur friend said is the best way to word it and I probably can't do any better. Hell, I was never good with words. I can never fucking say anything right.

But please give urself another chance. I've been through this before. I've thought of committing suicide before. But something happened to me that changed my mind.

Sorry I'm talking bullshit. I should learn to mind my own business dammit.

~TheWithness Nov 27, 2010

Your concern is apriciated, and you're certainly not talking bullshit

But, I've given myself another chance more times than one. And the biggest problem is that I don't know what to do. You know about all those people shouting what you should do? Well, no one gives me advise on how I should do it...

!mahamstar Nov 28, 2010

That's a very good point. I mean, I guess it's something people gotta figure out on their own. And I see you're trying your hardest, giving yourself chances.. so I wish you good luck. I really do.

~TheWithness Nov 28, 2010

Aye, I see you try to understand me and such
I thank you for your concern

!mahamstar Nov 28, 2010

Hmmm your welcome, although I know I didn't help one bit. But if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here.

~TheWithness Nov 28, 2010

I have many to talk to around here, truly. you are not the only one.
Yet I greatly apriciate the offer

!mahamstar Nov 28, 2010

Good to know

~TheWithness Nov 28, 2010

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